I'm good

I've tranfered to credit control department for almost a month now... I'm happy here as at last, I have smth to do. Last time when I was in AR, I have nothing to do all the time it makes me wanna cry. Another reason I transfer here is because of my ex-supervisor. I dint want to work under a superior whom I cant respect. I cant work in that kind of condition. So now that my superior is Ms Lim, I am happy to work for her. I wont be dreading to come to work everyday now.. Hehe... Life at work has never been so perfect but I dunno how long will I be able to work here as I'll resign after I did my OBU and then I will start to be an auditor in some firm. I hope EY will take me in.. Hehe... But for now, everything is good, I'm happy as a credit control assistant, thanks to Ms Lim.. She really did alot to help me get out of AR department, I owe her alot for this. Not only that she saved my miserable life in AR, she help me get away from my ex-supervisor-now-accounts-manager-who-doesnt-know-anything-about-accounts-... Ms Lim rocks!

They went to a better place

All my grandfathers and grandmothers are gone now.. They have left me here and went to a better place to be together again. I hope for the best for them, I'l pray for them and I'll always remember them. They have loved me all my life, took great care of me, taught me alot alot of stuff... I am here now as who I am because of them. They brought me up to be a good and useful person. I promise I wont let them down, I wont do anything that would disgrace them. I miss them alot. There's alot of things I want to tell them, alot that I want them to know about me. I used to tell them everything that happen to me in school when I got home but now, they cant hear me, I can't tell them. I want them to watch me grow day by day knowing I'm healthy and happy like how they used to last time. I want to hear their voices, hear them scold me when I did something wrong, hear their laughters. There's alot of things I want to do for them and do with them but everything is too late now. I can only blame myself for all the time I've wasted when I can be with them but do nothing by myself. There's nothing else I can do with them. I really want them to be at home when I go back home and tell them about my day at work. Grandma and grandpa will be happy to see me working. When they left, I'm only in high school. I know they want to see me goes to work. If they are here, they'll sure give me an angpau on my 1st day of work. I felt safe at home when they're here. Now, it just feels empty. I miss them.. So much...