Her Car Hates Me

Yesterday was Wednesday and so we went hiking. As usual, Joanne asked me to drive to Youth Park. Her car was abit weird. When I press the remote control to unlock it, it will lock back itself. So I have to press a few times before I can get it last week. Yesterday, I press only once and it open without locking it back. So I was saying that today was much better. Later when we reach Youth Park, I unlock the door so that we can go out and it lock back! I had to unlock it again. The car has a problem with me I think. So we went hiking and when we came back, Joanne unlocks it and starts the engine then she close the door. She close all the doors and the car lock itself. We were standing outside the car looking at it and we were like 'shit, how are we suppose to get in?'. It lock itself while the engine was running! Joanne had to call her boyfriend to go to her house and get the spare key and come to rescue us. We stood outside the car until he come and it was like 830pm. The car did it on purpose! I scolded it for awhile and it merajuk and wont let us in. Ish!!!

xoxo,

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Where is my Boss???

My boss told me she would be coming back to work on da 29th. Today is the 29th and she's not here at work. So its either I got the date wrong or I forgot what she told me that day. Maybe what she meant was she will be on leave until 29th. So lets see what happens tomorrow. Hopefully she will be here. I hope nothing happens to her la.

xoxo,

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Dear Santa ♥

Dear Santa, I've been good all year. So if you happen to fly by, please remember to drop me a present. Merry Christmas and Happy New Year!

xoxo,

♥ ©BluBluChino™ ♥

I'm Alone

Its xmas eve today and I'm working. Most of the people here took leave to prepare for xmas celebration. I'm not celebrating xmas and therefore I'm here working. My boss is on leave too. I'm all alone here, I can do whatever I like now. But I'm bored, I'm sick and I'm cold! I wanna go home now. I've been calling owners to pay up maintenance fees and getting scolded by them. Every single time when I call, they said the same things, scold the same things. Haha, its funny. All I have to do is to listen what they wanna say quietly and then after they've said what they wanna say, they will eventually pay up. It doesnt really matter what they say or scold, I dont listen to them, I just kept quiet and until they ask me how much must they pay, I'l tell them and they'll come and pay. But sometimes, they really will shout at you and I'll be angry. Anyway, I know I'm not suppose to be angry at them. I cant fight or scold back. Guess I'll just have to suck it in myself and hope that not all of them are like that.

xoxo,

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Another Sick Day @ Work

Boss is on holiday, so she wont be here until 29th of Dec. I miss her!

Went hiking yesterday but when I got home, I started to be sick. I kept sneezing non stop and cough and flu! This is bad. So I ate medicine and then went to bed early hoping I'll get better today. When I woke up this morning, it seems fine but now it's getting worse. I thought I was okay before I came to work but now, everything is coming back. I'm starting to sneeze non stop again! This is bad... I want to go home... Xmas is this weekend and I dont want to be sick for xmas!

xoxo,

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Its Party Time

Yesterday was Amit Bang Bang Shah's Bday. We went to have bday dinner with him @ Tree Monkey, Batu Ferringhi. The tom yam there was awesome! He received alot of presents from everyone. Me, Venu, Harmit & Mei Lin bought him Newcastle jersey and shorts as he loves Newcastle football team. The dinner was pleasant but the food we ordered were just normal food, nothing special because theres alot of things we dont really eat. We all had a great time enjoying ourselves there.

Tonight, we'll have badminton after work and play until 7.30pm. The we head home and shower, change and head to City Bayview Hotel for the hitz party or something like that. I dont know what are we gonna do there but I'll have to just follow along. I heard it'll be just pure drinking and party. Its gonna be tiring after two consecutive nights out. Good news is I dont have to work tomorrow or else, its gonna be tough at work.

xoxo,

♥ ©BluBluChino™ ♥

So Cold

I've came back to work for a few days now and everyday here feels like I'm in a freezer! Its so cold here everyday and even if I had my jacket, its still not enough! I'm still very very cold here. This is Malaysia and its not suppose to be this cold! Its been raining almost everyday. I cant really sleep at night as it was very cold and when its time to wake up, I'll be so cold that I didnt want to move at all. Then when I was bathing, I didnt want to come out as it was really freezing if I walk out of the bathroom! Why is it so cold now?

xoxo,

♥ ©BluBluChino™ ♥

She is a Bitch

I think my bitch is coming to find fault with me soon.. Or maybe she wont at all because she doesnt dare somehow. I thought I was afraid of her but she might be afraid of me also as whenever she has problem with me, she wont come and talk to me and ask me directly. She'll go and tell everyone about how bad and irresponsible I am so that they will not like me and she will have all the support she wants if we were to fight after all. Or maybe she just hates me so much that she doosnt even wants to come and look and talk to me. She is very good at jumping into conclusion in the first minute of looking at things. When she found out something is missing from what I did, she'll say that its my fault at once without really thinking. I'm used to it already but that doesnt mean that I wont be angry anymore. When a person leaves a company or a position, others should be responsible in taking care of those things later and not whenever problem arises, finds back the person who did it and blame it on that person. What if that person is dead? Dig that person out of the grave and ask? Thats funny. Its the current person who's doing it that should take the responsibility. But after all, thats how my bitch does her things. She is never wrong. Even if she made a mistake in accusing you, she'll never admit it and just keep quite and let it be until everyone forgets about it. Bitch right? So now I'm waiting for her to find fault with me or go complain about me. Ouch, my back hurts! Someone is backstabbing me! Ouch! She has a habit of finding everything I did last time and try very hard to find mistakes! Anyway, even if there are mistakes, it wont be my fault as the supervisor checked it before I leave. Since the supervisor had checked it, it will be her responsibility now. So if my bitch wants to make a big deal out of it, she'll do no harm to me but her idol! That should be fun~

xoxo,

♥ ©BluBluChino™ ♥

Death

I think I got used to sleeping late nowadays and so now, eventhough I dont have to study at nite anymore, I still cant sleep early. Sad huh? And I still have to wake up early in the morning to go to work. So the other night when I couldnt sleep as it was still early, I was thinking about death. What will actually happen to us after we die? Will I just shut my eyes, brains and wont fell anything? Will I ever know whats going on after I die? Or will I just lie down there in the coffin and just that? Or like some people say, your soul/spirit/whatever you call it will come out of your body and you can see yourself lying down there and your soul will fly around, look after your loved ones? I dont know. That night when I think of that, it makes me scared to close my eyes and sleep. I'm afraid that once I close my eyes, I wont be able to open it back in the morning and I just die like that. Theres alot of stuffs I havent had the time and opportunity to do yet. I dont know if theres really a next life for me to continue to be a human being. If there is, how does it work? If there wont be any next life,if there is no hell or heaven, will we just die off like that and thats it? And thats the end of our life? I think I'll know it when its my time to die and I wont be able to tell anyone about it. Will death be painful? I hope mine is not.

xoxo,

♥ ©BluBluChino™ ♥

Its back to work time

After 4weeks of study unpaid leave, its back to work again now. I'm back to work to continue to serve this company. Life sucks! I've been enjoying my life for that 4whole weeks without work. I was studying at home but its better than work. All I'm doing here is mostly online and abit of work. Sad huh?

Anyway, after exam, I can finally do my own stuffs and not study until next exam which will be in 6mths time. Hahaha... I dont like studying, it makes me wanna sleep and vomit. I hope I can pass my papers as I'm really tired of repeating again and again and again! Again. life sucks!

xoxo,

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Study Break :(

Today is the last day I'm working and after today, I'll go for study break until after exam. Will be back to work on the 10th next month. Exam is few weeks away and I havent done any preparation to sit for exams yet. I dont want to fail my papers again this time. Hope I'll manage to study properly during my study break which I highly doubt that I can. Lets see what I can do. Fortunately da subjects I'm taking is one that I like so I guess I'll be able to motivate myself to study that and pray that I can pass this sitting as I'm scared and tired of failing this again. Soo Pui Pui, get your ass moving and start to study hard and not laze around like you used to. Life is not gonna be as easy as before!

xoxo,

♥ ©BluBluChino™ ♥

Waiting!

Its Saturday today and I have to work. Thats very sad indeed. I've been here since 9am and now, I'm waiting to go home. Fortunately theres around half an hour left to go. I'm doing nothing here but wait for the time to go home which happens to be at 1pm. I dont understand why do we have to come to work on Saturdays. I hate to wake up so bloody early on Saturdays. Its weekend and I have to wake up like its a weekday. How sad is that? Anyway, we all are just hanging around here in the office until 1pm. If boss likes to waste electricity like this, we'll leave it. Theres nothing we can do about it. Half an hour more to go. Half an hour!

xoxo,

♥ ©BluBluChino™ ♥

Dad

Dad came back last friday on Deepavali day. He called me at night when I was in Harmit's house and told me he was in Penang with his boss. Then he said he'll find me in the morning for breakfast but he was busy bringing his boss around Penang. So he didn't call me that morning. Later he called in da afternoon telling me he was still with his boss in Kek Lok Si Temple and that he'll call me when he's free... Later I went to eat claypot chicken rice with my mum opposite new world park and we saw dad there walking. Mum ask me to go, say she didnt want him to see us. I was sad as I really wanted to meet dad and talk to him. He called me at night when he's finally free and he wanted me to fetch him home. Mum didnt want him to come home and ask me to lie to him that I'm going out and wont be free to fetch him. So in the end, I didnt answer his call, I didnt fetch him and I didnt get to meet him. He called the next morning and tell me he was going back to Kampar d, not coming home. So sad. I miss him. I dont care when mum say bad things bout dad as long as she didnt make me do the same things as she does because I love dad no matter what he did. He's my dad, my one and only dad and nobody can stop me from loving him.

xoxo,

♥ ©BluBluChino™ ♥

Tired

Went hiking yesterday with Joanne, Ms Lee, big boss, Eva and Agnes. I was so tired after hiking. Must have been crazy yesterday as I didnt stop at all and went all the way up to moongate. Usually, we will stop at No.3 for like 5mins before continuing but we didnt stop at all yesterday. Agnes was so fast, we had to chase her all the way up there. Phew... Dont know why I bother chasing, I could have just taken my own sweet time to hike. I sweat alot yesterday but it was a good thing as I seldom sweat.

Ms Lim is still not back yet, I miss her.. Without her, all the owners call me and scream at me for issuing them Summons. Haih... But work is as usual without her, I still have to do my work. She'll be back on Monday and I'll have my boss back! Yay! Old Cat was backstabbing my boss. Ish. She wanted to take leave but big boss dont approve, so she backstab my boss and said why my boss can take 1week off and she cant. She can take 1week off if her brother dies too. Who said cannot? Ridiculous old lady, why involve my boss in this? Which accounts manager takes leave on da wee auditors come and audit?? Which accounts manager dont know anything about accounts? Fortunately I have one here. Hard to find huh?

xoxo,

♥ ©BluBluChino™ ♥

A Date With Charmaine

Last Saturday, Charmaine came to Gurney Plaza for some skinz promotion and autograph session. I went to meet her! I was screaming her name from the 3rd floor as ground floor was full of people! She's so thin and beautiful. She talk abit then she went on with the autograph session. That time, I went down there to have a closer look at her. I've never been so close to her before. I used to watch her in the TV. I really like her!!! When its time for her to go, I went to wait at da security there, she walk pass me and I scream her name again. This time, it was even closer!!! I was so happy, I will never forget this day when I have a date with Charmaine Sheh!!!

xoxo,

♥ ©BluBluChino™ ♥

Condolences to my boss

Yesterday, my boss told me that her brother passed away, so she wont be coming to work until the 8th. I got shocked to hear that. She never mentioned anything bout her brother so I guessed it ,ust be very sudden. I hope she's okay now as I'm worried bout her. She may look strong and independent but who knows? That is her brother, although they dont live together. I wonder hows her mother, as i know, her mother lives with her brother all along and now that her brother is gone, hmmm... I have no idea.. I wanted to visit my boss or to attend the funeral but I dont know where is it. I dont want to disturb my boss now, it feels awkward to talk to her now. Hehe... She passed me her office key so that I can have access into her office to do things. Thats all I can do to for her now... Hope she's okay and may god bless her...

xoxo,

♥ ©BluBluChino™ ♥

No More

I went to the lawyer's firm again yesterday. This time, I went with Ms Lim. She drove there and back. She didnt wanna fetch old cat but what to do? Big boss leave her there with us, so we have to take her back. Haih.. My boss wasnt happy bout that. Anyway, we went there yesterday so that the lawyer can brief us on some issues. I think that lawyer wants me to go and tender the invoices and statement of account. I was getting excited bout going to court to tender those documents and being asked by the lawyers but I'm abit scared also.

All that doesnt seem to matter anymore as we dont have to go to the court anymore. The owner decided to pay us all the outstanding amount so theres no need to go to the court to fight anymore. Sad as I really wanna go to the court! I guess I'll have to wait for another time as Ms Lim said she'll let me go instead but she has to be there with me if not, I'll be damn scared! Hehe.. Lets wait~

xoxo,

♥ ©BluBluChino™ ♥

I've been there

I went to Kek, Ooi & Lee Hong's firm yesterday with my boss (Ms Lim), Joanne and 'PA'. Mr Kek brief my boss about the witness thing but we're not sure if she can be one as theres conflict in some issue. But if she cant be a witness, I cant go to the court also.. I wanna go to the court. I like listening to lawyers talk to each other. I was hoping that if my boss can be a witness, then I'll ask her to bring me also but looks like it wont be happening.. Sad :(

Anyway, I still can hope as my big boss is not the kind of person who can agree to a settlement, he'll fight till the end.. Yay... Go boss!

xoxo,

♥ ©BluBluChino™ ♥

Awesomeness

Yesterday was my big birthday. My friends were all awesome yesterday. They sms me to wish me Happy Birthday, my facebook page is full of birthday wishes... I'm so touched by that. Mum and sis celebrate for me at Wednesday night. Venu, Eli, Harmit, Amit & Quah celebrated with me yesterday. Dinner at chilli's. Got lots of awesome birthday presents. I like the mask, the ball and the key chain.. Oh, I had 2whales too.. Hehe, so cute.. Everyone was awesome.. Will still be celebrating my birthday till this weekend. I went to Rasa Sayang for buffet dinner with mum's colleagues. I take it as my birthday celebration too.. Yeah! I had a great birthday this year, thanks to all the people who celebrated for me... Awesome!

xoxo,

♥ ©BluBluChino™ ♥

Lazy

I played alot of badminton on Tuesday and on Wednesday, I felt so tired and most of all, LAZY... I didnt wanna move much yesterday and I did everything super slow. I was so sleepy that I can hardly open my eyes. And after work, I went hiking @ Youth Park. I was normal during hiking but was feeling tired and short of breath when we reach moon-gate. And when we reach carpark, I was lazy again, the feeling of not moving came back to me. I took an extremely long time to climb up the staircase back home. I was so lazy that I slept so damn early last nite. Today, I was very tired and surprisingly, I was hungry since 9smth just now... I dont eat breakfast during weekdays and I usually dont get hungry before 12pm. So something must be wrong with me today as I'm hungry now.. I cant wait to go for lunch to eat some food.. But the weird part is that I'm only hungry, I dont feel like eating. As I've said just now, something must be wrong with me... Very wrong. I'm so tired now, I wanna sleep. Will be playing badminton again tomorrow. Hopefully my body fitness can stand it. I think I'm not going for this year's Penang Bridge Run. I wanted to go for the 10km run but unfortunately, all my friends are not taking initiatives to register and the deadline is on the 15th October. Theres no hope now. Guess I'll try again next year then!

xoxo,

♥ ©BluBluChino™ ♥

Short Hair BluBluChino

I went to cut my hair short on Sunday. Its was not the hair cut I wanted but I still like it. I showed my hairdresser that I wanted the short hair he cut for me last time but its nothing like that! Haha... My front part is quite long and now I'm worried bout later. I have badminton later at night and I dont know what am I gonna do with my hair.. It keeps blocking my left eye, I cant play with my hair blocking my view... So I'm still thinking what to do with it. After I've figured out what to do to keep my hair away from blocking me, I'll get to go hiking freely and happily tomorrow and pray that it wont rain tomorrow. Then I'll have another badminton on Friday. I was thinking of using the Nike hairband but I'm not quite sure on how to put it on so that I'll look nice. Guess I'll go home and start trying till 8.30pm. Hopefully I'll get a solution by 8.30pm... God Bless ME!!!

xoxo,

♥ ©BluBluChino™ ♥

Lunch @ Dome

Joanne and I made it a habit to visit Ms Lee for lunch once a month. So this month we went to Dome for lunch with Ms Lim also. We ate 1meal each. The meal was so big in portion, we're all so damn bloody full now. I didnt finish my creamy seafood pasta as theres no space in my tiny stomach anymore. The pasta was nice, I like the creamy sauce esp. My drink was awesome! I ordered lemonade berry. The other 1 that Joanne ordered was nice too. Hers was cranberry cooler or smth like that. Every1 was satisfy with the meal except that every1 is so full now that we dont feel like working. We just wanna go home and rest then sleep for the rest of the day! Yesterday's hiking was useless as we ate SO much just now. Hahahaha... Till then, we'll meet for lunch again next month, Ms Lee...

xoxo,

♥ ©BluBluChino™ ♥

Mum's Angry at me

Last night, mum ask me to do some transfer thing for her. I told her that our home internet was unstable and I cant complete the transfer like that. So I ask her to go to her office and do the transfer herself but she said she dont know how. I told her to just fill in the space, transfer from who, to who, amount and all. She told me she dont know again. I said if dont know, do it manually la, dont do it online. Then she walk away and never talk to me again last night. Is she angry at me? Usually when she's angry at me, she wont talk to me, wont look at me and wont be in the same room as me. Thats exactly how she behaves last night. But why angry at me? Because she dont know how to do it online? If its that, its not my fault she dont know. I didnt make her not knowing how to do. Nobody teaches me how to do it, I followed the steps. Why cant she follow? Does she have to be so dependent on people? Cant she learn how to do something by herself? If she dont plan to do it by herself from the beginning, why did she register online in the 1st place???

God Bless Me~

xoxo,

©BluBluChino™

Tripple D C is back

Yesterday, I went Gurney to meet up with Diane Cheah. She came back from Australia for a couple of weeks before going back there to look for jobs. Me, Venu, Harmit and Mei Lin went dinner with her at Chillis then went for movie. We watched Eat Pray Love. It was an awesome movie. Anyway, the reason Diane came back was to avoid looking for jobs. Haih, that girl......

I'll miss her when she goes back to Australia as I dont know when will she be coming back again after she got a job there..

A Dream of Mine

I had a weird dream last night. In my dream, theres Ms Lim, Ms Ooi, my bitch. We were at an office, an office I would never like to work in. It was 9am when my sis tell me that we will leave from home to work at 930am. So I sms-ed Ms Lim telling her that I'l be late to work and she replied that she's on 1/2day leave, will come to work at 1pm. So when I reach work, I saw that one of my mini cupboard was missing and those stuffs I put inside is on my table. I went and ask around whether they know what happen to my mini cupboard. They told me my bitch took it. I was so angry that I went to confront her. We had a big fight as she gave me a small tupperware to put my stuffs. What the hell was she thinking but then, come to think of it, she cant think like normal people can. So later after the fight, she returned the mini cupboard to me. The Ms Ooi came to the office. She was looking for Ms Lim, I told her Ms Lim will come at 1pm. The thing is that Ms Ooi and Ms Lim were suppose to go lunch together. So I called Ms Lim telling her that Ms Ooi is waiting for her to go for lunch. Then dont know what happen, Joanne and I were driving Ms Lim's Honda City. I was parking that car and man, its damn hard to park even if I was in a dream. After parking that car which we had lots of problem with the parking gear and all, we went down and then I cant remember where we were going and what were we doing. Next thing I knew, I heard mum's phone ring. It was so early in the morning, I thought something happen to any of my relatives. Turns out it was my aunty waiting to get something from mum. So I went back to sleep and wait for my alarm to wake me up again.It was a very weird dream la but quite an awesome one as I really like the part where I argued with my bitch and eventually won the argument. One can never win in real life against her if it really happen as she thinks she's always right! Bitch right? And I finally get to drive a Honda City(in my dream)... My favourite Honda City!!! Hahaha...

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Last Saturday, 25th Sept 2010 was a working Saturday. Sad right? I came to office looking like a zombie, slept for a while before I starts to go online. Yes, Thats what we do on Saturdays. Then Ms Lim and I went to the old office in gurney drive to collect some files. She drove there and I finally get to go into my favourite Honda City. I didnt know that Gurney 75 was her old office. For all I knew, that is a place for wines and cigars. How on earth can our office be in there? Hard to imagine... That place was renovating and it looks like rubble. Haha... But I like it, it was cool. I never been in that kind of place before. So we took all the stuffs back here. 2 other guys helped us to carry them back here and then Ms Lim and I started arranging it... Until today, its still there under the table as there were no other place to put it.. Wish every working Saturdays were this adventurous, can go out of office and all... Then I wont be so sad coming to work...

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Mooncake Festival

Tomorrow will be mooncake festival. As usual, everyone will be eating mooncakes. I don't really like mooncakes but I'll eat abit just for the sake of eating it once a year. Momo ko ko bought jelly type of mooncakes for us. At least I'll be able to eat that 1. And so happens that tomorrow will be Havi's birthday. We will be celebrating in a restaurant in Sri Sayang according to Venu. So after work, I'll go hiking at Youth Park(hopefully Ms Lim will join us) and then after that, I'll go home bath and get ready to go to Havi's. The party is suppose to start at 7.30pm but I doubt everyone will be there at 7.30pm. So I'll be there at around 8.30pm or 8.45pm... Hehe...

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Happy Birthday, Momo Ko Ko... All the best to you and thanks for the wonderful dinner @ Edoichi on Sunday... Happy Burfday!

©BluBluChino™

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My boss is on half day leave again. Which means, I'm free to do anything I want now until 5.30pm.. Hehe... She's always on half day leave nowadays. Wonder why is that? Its Good also as I dont have anything to do and I dont want her to see me doing nothing all the time. Not that she'll be angry and all, she wont mind as she knows how many work I have but its just not nice when she has to keep seeing me online and do nonsense... She's been trying to find things for me to do all the time so I dont want to trouble her. So now that she's not in the office looking at me, I can be free and not having to hide from her like always. But when she's not here, I'll be bored and I wont have the motivation to stay here until 5.30pm. Haih... How sad :(

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I am suppose to go to Thailand with Venuka, Harmit and Mei Lin on saturday but it didnt happen as they suddenly change their plan. I was so dissapointed but somehow, I knew this was gonna happen. I really wanted to go Thai as I've never been there before. I end up staying at home baking all day... They did call me asking me whether I wanna go on a roadtrip or not that day but unfortunately I only realize they sms me at 7pm and its far too late. Another dissapointment! What a bad Raya day this year. Things that I anticipated so much didnt happen at all! Ish...

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xoxo,

BluBluChino

Hiking

I'm going to hike Mount Kinabalu next year. I'm so excited but its gonna be tough... From what I read from blogs, it is very very tough. Alot of ppl cant even reach the peak and gave up half way up there. My boss went to hike Mount Kinabalu before, I ask her how was it and she said its tough! Oops... But she said its beautiful along the way and I think its worth it la... Last year, I hike Mount Batur in Bali.. Its is tough also but I manage to reach the peak and watch sun rise and its so so so beautiful up there that I forgot all my tiredness before I reach the peak. I was never a sunrise person, I would prefer sunset as I dont like waking up early to watch sunrise but the sunrise from Mount Batur was the most beautiful sunrise I've ever seen. Lets see if Mount Kinabalu's sunrise can beat that or not. Mount Kinabalu is twice the height of Mount Batur!

So now, I'm training myself by hiking up from Youth Park there up to Moongate every Wednesday if possible.. Hopefully I can keep up with that and not give up easily. I'm hiking with Joanne, Ms Lee and sometimes plus my big boss, Ronnie Goh and his friend. We're trying to persuade my boss, Ms Lim to come with us. The more the merrier.. Hehe...

Hiking is not that bad afterall. I never liked hiking before last year, I only hike once a year maybe as I dont like to walk and sweat and be so tiring but after what I did everyweek, I felt that I like it also. Its a good start. If I want to do something regularly, I need to like it 1st then I'll have the motivation to do it all the time, just like badminton. So hopefully I'll be able to hike up to the peak of Mount Kinabalu next year. Go Pui Pui! You can do it! Go Go Go~

Call

My boss ask me to call those owners to remind them to pay their maintenance fee today.. I call them asking them to pay and end up getting scolded by some of them... Others are nice to say that they'll pay up but before they weng weng abit. Haha.. It was funny, all of them said almost the same thing but in different tones.. Mostly they complain about the complex being very poorly maintained, no customers, no business, maintenance fee too high, pay maintenance fee but nothing done to the complex and stuffs like this. I knew all of this as I myself loves shopping, in fact I shop everyweek. So I wouldn't choose this complex to shop as there are really nothing except for all those computer shops and food shop. Thank god they have food stalls here as I work here and I need different places to eat during lunch and there are quite alot of varieties here to choose from. Hehe... Anyway, I have to continue to call up those owners to pay! They just cant remember to pay, need reminders.

Merdeka?

I ask my friend today, 'Merdeka over d?' and she said, 'u ok ah?'.. So I went to check the calendar and realize its 3rd of September! Haha... Merdeka was suppose to be on the 31st of August. I'm so blur that day that I didnt even realize it was Merdeka day. Haha.. I was sick the previous day and woke up quite late and weak on Merdeka day. Usually my mum will watch the parade live from KL and all but this year, she went out with my aunty and came back in the afternoon. So cant blame me for not knowing that day was supposed to be a special day. Nobody reminded me and nobody bother telling me to raise my flag and shout MERDEKA! Haha.. I used to do that alot during high schools. I used to shout, sing songs and decorate the class to win prizes, at least my classmates used to decorate the class. I was a monitor and my job is to make sure my class wins, I dont have to move myself, smartness of me! Anyway, nothing special during Merdeka day, everything was normal and peaceful, just like any other days of the year.

Lazing Around

I'm working now. Its so sad that I have to work on Saturdays. Saturdays is for sleeping in the morning and shopping in the afternoon, its not meant for working! Although I dont have to do any work now but still I could use these time I spent here for some extra sleep. Its so not fair~

I watched badminton world championship last night. 1st I was very happy that Lee Chongwei lost to Taufik but then later, Lindan lost to Park Sunghwan too.. That is so unexpected, I'm so sad. How on earth can Lindan lose to that asshole? Guess Lindan was not at his best last night, not his day. He might be shopping for LV bags n stuffs now in Paris. Hehe. I was so sure that Lindan is gonna win his 4th world title this year but that is not happening now. We'll see how it goes next year. And the big important reason Lee Chongwei lost last night was because of he picked up a back injury. Thats why he cant play his game n LOST! He himself said it was a lame excuse and yet he annouce it to the world. What was that lame loser datuk thinking? Nobody knows, and people like me will never understand.... Hehe...

Oh, I'm going to KK next year. Cant wait but I havent start saving money for my trip yet. i'm going there to hike mt kinabalu! Amazing huh? I was never a hiking person but I like outdoor activities and travelling. Hope I can make it to the peak la. I've started to train by going to hike every Wednesday with my friend, boss and all.. Lets conquer mt kinabalu!

Bulan Puasa

This month happens to be a Bulan Puasa month. All malay peoples are puasa-ing... I really admire their determination of not eating the whole day. I myself cant achieve that. Whenever I smell or see food, I wont be able to stop myself from eating. Anyway, I am resisting myself from eating here in my office as there are malays here. I cant eat infront of them, I have to respect them and not tempt them with the smell of the foods. I remember for the past few years during puasa month, I was not in Penang for a few days of the month. Last year, I went to Bali with my gang and the previous year, I went to Taiping or wherever. I cant remember which year I went to Taiping during puasa month. But this year, I have to be in Penang and sit at home as this month is also the hungry ghost festival month. My mum ask me to be good and stay at home during the night, she wont let me go to Cameron Highlands with my gang but anyhow, that trip was cancelled due to we cant find any place to stay there. We were too slow in finding and booking the apartments or hotels and is all fully booked now. How sad!

I've always like puasa month. Most of the mamak or fast food restaurants will be quite empty during lunch hours, so I dont have to line up and wait too long for my food to come. The pasar ramadan is one of my favourite place too. There are so many delicious food there that every time I go, I'll buy back tons of food as everything is so nice and I cant resist myself from buying it to eat. Hehe... I'll get fat soon!

Happy Puasa-ing and Selamat Hari Raya!

My First

Last Wednesday, I went to the session court oping to be a witness and be inside the witness stand to swear the things bout ' I'll speak the truth, only the truth and nothing but the truth' but apparently they dont need me as a witness. But anyway, my boss, Mr Ronnie Goh brought me there to listen to the hearing and to learn something or to gain some experience because I told him that I havent been to a court before. I was very excited to go there, my first time to the court. But I'm sure I'll freak out if I really were to be inside the witness stand to give my statement and to be questioned by the lawyers. I learnt alot of things there. It was interesting to listen to lawyers talk. I've always like law and this time I get to approach them, see how they work and see how they do things in the court. I hope to go more often. Ms Lim said we will get to do this again soon and I'm waiting! Hehe~

Angie's Farewell 13/08/10

It was Angie's last day in Penas.. Few of us bought daisy for her. She brought very delicious cupcakes or us. The cupcakes was so delicious and expensive too. Hehe.. We took pics with her and the flowers. Everyone here will miss her..

Oh, by the way Angie is da 1 in black, holding the bouquet of flower. And my big boss is da big guy there in another pic in case any1 bother to know.. Hehe

Farewell

Almost everybody that is capable of doing work left this company. 1st, it was Karen Ang, the Senior Credit Control Executive. Then Ms Lee, the AP Supervisor. Nex was Ms Ooi, the Accounts Manager and now, its Angie.. She is the company secretary and she very capable. I've seen alot of capable people here when I 1st started to work except for my ex-supervisor of course and almost every single 1 of them left this company altho Ms Lee still comes back after 5.30pm to help out the juniors who took over her workload. Theres not much role model for me to look up to and to learn from. Luckily I've tranferred to credit control dept, da only dept with a capable superior for me to learn smth from in this 22nd floor. How sad... When all of them left, my boss didn't take initiave to appoint some1 else from outside who is able to work but instead left their post empty or in da accounts manager's case, they appoint my ex-supervisor to be da manager. That was one of the biggest mistake as she dunno anything, she wun take responsibility and she wun do anything. The accounts staffs practically works on their own. This is really bad! She left them to die and do nth about it! Anyway, farewell Angie.. All the best!!

I'm good

I've tranfered to credit control department for almost a month now... I'm happy here as at last, I have smth to do. Last time when I was in AR, I have nothing to do all the time it makes me wanna cry. Another reason I transfer here is because of my ex-supervisor. I dint want to work under a superior whom I cant respect. I cant work in that kind of condition. So now that my superior is Ms Lim, I am happy to work for her. I wont be dreading to come to work everyday now.. Hehe... Life at work has never been so perfect but I dunno how long will I be able to work here as I'll resign after I did my OBU and then I will start to be an auditor in some firm. I hope EY will take me in.. Hehe... But for now, everything is good, I'm happy as a credit control assistant, thanks to Ms Lim.. She really did alot to help me get out of AR department, I owe her alot for this. Not only that she saved my miserable life in AR, she help me get away from my ex-supervisor-now-accounts-manager-who-doesnt-know-anything-about-accounts-... Ms Lim rocks!

They went to a better place

All my grandfathers and grandmothers are gone now.. They have left me here and went to a better place to be together again. I hope for the best for them, I'l pray for them and I'll always remember them. They have loved me all my life, took great care of me, taught me alot alot of stuff... I am here now as who I am because of them. They brought me up to be a good and useful person. I promise I wont let them down, I wont do anything that would disgrace them. I miss them alot. There's alot of things I want to tell them, alot that I want them to know about me. I used to tell them everything that happen to me in school when I got home but now, they cant hear me, I can't tell them. I want them to watch me grow day by day knowing I'm healthy and happy like how they used to last time. I want to hear their voices, hear them scold me when I did something wrong, hear their laughters. There's alot of things I want to do for them and do with them but everything is too late now. I can only blame myself for all the time I've wasted when I can be with them but do nothing by myself. There's nothing else I can do with them. I really want them to be at home when I go back home and tell them about my day at work. Grandma and grandpa will be happy to see me working. When they left, I'm only in high school. I know they want to see me goes to work. If they are here, they'll sure give me an angpau on my 1st day of work. I felt safe at home when they're here. Now, it just feels empty. I miss them.. So much...

Reminding myself

Grandma in Kampar is in hospital now... She's very sick, not able to eat as she will choke if we feed her and she'll wont have the strength to cough. She's eating through paips now. Aunty May sent me a picture of grandma lying on hospital bed with tubes n paips all over her. Its very heartbreaking to see her in this condition. All her life, she's been working non stop. She leads a difficult & poor life. When she was young, she had to work hard to earn a living and when she was old that her sons & daughter all grew up, she still have to work at home to look after her grandchildrens. And now that all her grandchildrens are big enough to look after themselves, she fell sick and is suffering. She had never lead a comfortable life before. When we are all able to provide her with a more comfortable life, she doesn't have the chance to enjoy it anymore. Now that she is in bed, we will forever regret that we cant provide her an enjoyable life. She will never be able to give us that opportunity anymore. I felt so useless for not being able to do anyting to ease her pain n free her from all her sufferings. I love her. I wish there is something I can do right now than to sit here & cry, be sad & scared... I wish... I wish I could... Theres no point wishing as I cant turn back time. I'll only be able to regret all my life that I didnt do enough to provide them with a more comfortable life. I regret for being naughty to them. I regret that i didnt fulfill my promises I made to them. They didnt see me graduate in my graduation gown, they didnt see me get married n have babies.. Theres a lot that they didnt see me doing. I know they wanted to watch me grow up, help me, guide me through all my life. She's my only grandma left in this world. I pray for her, I pray to God to free her from all her sufferings. Let her go in peace...
I didnt want her to go but I know I'm being very selfish as she is suffering and is in pain. I just dont want her to suffer anymore. We are all big now, there's nothing to worry about, we can all take good care of ourselves. We will look out for each other and stay strongly bond as a family u build for us, a family that u gave us.. I love you, ma ma!