They went to a better place

All my grandfathers and grandmothers are gone now.. They have left me here and went to a better place to be together again. I hope for the best for them, I'l pray for them and I'll always remember them. They have loved me all my life, took great care of me, taught me alot alot of stuff... I am here now as who I am because of them. They brought me up to be a good and useful person. I promise I wont let them down, I wont do anything that would disgrace them. I miss them alot. There's alot of things I want to tell them, alot that I want them to know about me. I used to tell them everything that happen to me in school when I got home but now, they cant hear me, I can't tell them. I want them to watch me grow day by day knowing I'm healthy and happy like how they used to last time. I want to hear their voices, hear them scold me when I did something wrong, hear their laughters. There's alot of things I want to do for them and do with them but everything is too late now. I can only blame myself for all the time I've wasted when I can be with them but do nothing by myself. There's nothing else I can do with them. I really want them to be at home when I go back home and tell them about my day at work. Grandma and grandpa will be happy to see me working. When they left, I'm only in high school. I know they want to see me goes to work. If they are here, they'll sure give me an angpau on my 1st day of work. I felt safe at home when they're here. Now, it just feels empty. I miss them.. So much...