My 2012

Well, since everyone has been doing conclusion about their 2012, I'd better do one too.

First, I shall start with New Year. Went to uncle Kuldeep's wedding at Straits Quay, it was my 1st time wearing a punjabi suit and the whole night was fun. We all eat n dance and help to clean up until very late at night.
Next was Chinese New Year, as usual this was the time to be busy collecting angpaus!! Went around visiting friends and family and get to know each other.
Then there was Bangkok trip I went with mum and sis. It was our 1st time travelling out of Malaysia and also sis' 1st time on a plane. We shop a lot in Bangkok or shall I say all we did was shop, shop, and shop. Well, thats us!
And there was this very serious earthquake also. Mum and I were in Gurney and after watching movie, we went for a walk and that was when we felt something wrong, everyone was rushing down the escalator pushing and pushing and pushing. I had to block people form behind me and let mum to walk infront so that I can protect her from being pushed and falling down. We went outside and stood for a while. Then when we thought the quake was over, I suggested to go get the car and head home. But we were stuck in the carpark for more than one hour. Just when we started to move, another serious quake came. It was bad as the whole car was shaking. Mum was scared and everyone started to run out of the car. I didnt as I just wanted to get mum out of here and get back home quick as mum was starting to panic. We did reach home safely and it was a real adventure!
Next, I went to Hatyai with my gang of friends for the weekend. There, we watched the "Tiger Show". A good experience as it was our first time thought we were all a bit scared of what is gonna happen.
Cousin got married! She was the first of my generation to get married, congratulation!! And in December, she gave birth to a cute little baby boy and thats my nephew. I'm an aunty now!
I went Hatyai again, I've been going there quite often its like I'm going back to hometown but this time, I went with mum and sis and mum's colleagues. As usual, when its with my mum n sis, all we need is to shop. eat and shop!
The camping trip at Pantai Kerachut was adventurous, we hike in around evening, set up tents and starts the fire for bbq! We went to the beach to look at the stars and chat but were bitten by some sand bugs it really hurts. The sleep was not pleasant as we did not bath, it was hot and the snoring were unbelievably loud! The next morning, we had bbq again!
Dad came back during the Raya holiday, I was so happy as I really miss him a lot. We took him to eat some good food and went shopping, alot! Hehehe...
Sad news of the year is when I heard keima got her cancer back and this time it spreads to her liver and lungs. When I first knew the news, I got shocked! I was crying when driving back to meet mum and thats when I had an accident.
My birthday was awesome! We went for dimsum in the morning and I got my present. It was fujifilm instax mini 7s!!! I wanted that for like ages and finally I got one! Then during dinner, they took me to have awesome cheese fondue, yummy! Later was Steakhouse to have a drink and cut my favourite tiramisu cake! Mum and sis got me an odm watch! Three of us went itallianies to celebrate.
Dreamt about popo, she told me what she wanted to eat and we bought for her. Popo, you can always come n tell me anything as I also have a lot that I wanted to tell you, I miss you!
The world did not  end on the 21st and that means I have to get on with my life as usual and hoping to make it more interesting.
During christmas, I went Escape! The park was awesome though we didnt get to do the activities as the que was terrible, we didnt want to wait in line. Well, next time then.

About work, everything, I supposed, went well. Got promoted, salary got increased but workload was hell. Seem like everyone else in this floor was so free doing nothing but I'm the only one working like a cow. Not that I want to complain bout the situation, I like it when I have work to do as I dont want to be like them, and get used to the freedom. It will be very hard to find another job if I keep that attitude.

I supposed thats my 2012 up to today and I hope to have more and more exciting and happy times ahead!

xoxo,
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Keima

I was feeling joyous to go visit my godma yesterday to pass her mooncakes as it is gonna be mid autumn festival. I ask her if she's working or not so that I can go to her office to visit her, but she said she's on leave, ask me to go to her house instead. Then when she called me in the morning (I was still sleeping), she said they were going out to eat breakfast, ask me to meet them there. I didn't know Mui che and Kam koko were back in Penang as they seldom comes back unless there is public holiday and long weekend. They are both very busy people. I felt weird. I reach the restaurant first and waited for them to come. When keima walked in, she looked weak and keep coughing. I thought she was sick. Then we started talking and eating until the very end, keima said to me, "if u wanted to see me, see me quick and often now or else u won't get the chance to see me anymore". I got shocked but remain positive to ask "why?". Then she turn away and I knew smth must be wrong, I hoped its not what I think it is. It was when I heard her sobbing, I turned to look and she was crying and I look at everyone else, they were crying too. I turned back to my own food, looking down all the time, I did not ask what happen as I too, will break down. I was only praying and hoping that it was not as bad. After a while, koko said to me that "ur keima's cancer has spread". I kept quiet trying very hard not to cry until the very end of the breakfast. I did not ask for details as I just couldn't open my mouth and ask without crying. Mui che ask me to ask mum to call keima, take mum to visit her. Although I did not ask how bad it is, I knew enough that it will not be good once cancer spreads. Until I heard keima said she was going to the bank with Mui che to do transfer of accounts and names, I knew keima won't be living in this world for long or she won't be in good shape to do this a little later. So I knew what it means. I tried very hard not to break down until I reach carpark. That is when I couldn't resist anymore, I started crying then. I tried to call mum but she didn't pick up. So after a while, I drove to her office as she want's to go to the bank. I was crying all the way and wasn't really paying full attention on the road. That is when the car infront of me suddenly stopped as there was a kid running out. I brake as soon as I can but the car couldn't stop in time before I hit the car infront. It was a bad day. Mum and her colleagues, Irene and Siva came to get me and took me back to her office. I told mum about keima's condition. Ask her to call keima. That is when I knew that the cancer has spread to her lungs and liver and thats the worst that can happen. Why?? Later I went home, I couldn't do anything, I don't know what to do. I stayed home alone until time to fetch mum back from work and repair the car. I felt helpless, what can I do now? Keima had a lump in her breast when she was young, it turns out to be fine then 5yrs ago, she had breast cancer, had operation to remove it and went through chemo. I was there with her during that time and I knew how bad it was. I thought after that, she'd be fine. But now this. What can I do to help her?? She's my keima, she watch me, took care of me since I was born, my only keima~

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CHINA AWESOME!!

Just witness China made a clean sweep in badminton.. It was really awesome of China to win gold in all 5 categories, no other country has come close to doing that. Lin Dan won was awesome.. I was watching and shaking the entire match. Lin Dan almost made my heart stops beating when he was trailing in the 3rd game! Well, he won at last. Just that I dont understands why people likes to bash Lin Dan and say that Dato is the real champion? Well, to be honest, if Dato had won just now, I would also say that Lin Dan is the champion in my heart but if i posted that on my FB, ppl will bash non stop saying that he is the loser and all. At least I did not say smth bad bout Dato this time. He fought hard and lost to a better player, thats its. I respect his courage and spirit this time. I was only celebrating my favourite player's victory. Another thing is that why everyone seems to think that Dato should win this because he has the right attitude? Attitude wont win you any competition. People said he deserves the gold medal because he fought hard trained hard. Who doesn't? As if Lin Dan lazed around all day and night for 4years. Everyone train hard for competitions. People said Lin Dan is arrogant by looking at the way he celebrates after his win. Its olympic for god's sake! Everyone wants to win, if he just smiles a bit and go shake Dato's hand, people will say he arrogant also, for not taking his opponent seriously, not respecting him and all. What do people wants when Dato lose? If Dato wins, you think he wouldnt run around and scream like Lin Dan?? I'm very sure he will do exactly what Lin Dan did as he always does what he did, a few years later, if he has the chance. Anyway, people can say Dato is champ in their heart, everyone has their own champ. You can even say that Pablo Abian is the champ, thats fine. To me, Lin Dan is the champ alwiz.. Win or lose, I will regard him as champ so there's no difference between me and other people.. So when you are bashing me for supporting Lin Dan, you're indirectly doing it to yourself also. Olympic or not, I just want to support my favourite sport, badminton and my favourite players unlike some freaks who doesnt play or watch badminton at all suddenly comes out of nowhere to support a Malaysian and belittle his opponent.
China won! Congrats and bravo!!

Yuck... Ewwww.... Gross!!!

He sucks!!!! Look at his very photoshopped picture... After all those photoshopping work, he looks as ugly as ever... Dont think he's that fit... Wonder whose body was that? Sucks... Whats the name of this book? Dare to be champion, too sore to be loser??

Busy Day

Its been very very busy at work nowadays.. My colleague left and now her jobs is being divided among the rest that is stuck here like me. I already have so much work to do here and boss keep giving me more work.. He paid extra of course but I rather not take the extra pay and not do the extra work. I dont think I can handle it anymore.. I mean, its good that he trusts me with all these work, he recognises my work, he has confident in my ability to work but I just want to be a normal employee with normal pay.. I'm still studying and I dont need to be that ambitious now.. With what I'm getting paid now, its hard for me to find another job next time as the market price for my level is so so so much lower than what I'm getting now and I'm afraid I cant survive!!! This is bad :( Imagine an employee gets 3times of pay increments in the last 6months and each increments. I'm not complaining about my pay or what, I was just thinking of my future as I'm not planning to stay here for the rest of my working life. I will leave this company once I graduated which I dont know when. :(

xoxo,

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I shouldn't have agreed

I've done something very very wrong.. Something that I shouldnt have done or agreed to do it in the 1st place. Now I dont know what to do to make it right again. Help me... I should not have let it happen. I should have reject it earlier and instead I gave the impression that I'm playing along. What am I supposed to do now. I gave the wrong impression and now things are getting really bad. I felt uncomfortable thinking about what had happened and sometimes, I even felt sick of it. I should not have encourage it but at that time, I just froze and dont know what to do and let it be. How can I make myself not to think about it and feel uncomfortable and be happy again?? H.E.L.P!!

xoxo,

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