Death

I think I got used to sleeping late nowadays and so now, eventhough I dont have to study at nite anymore, I still cant sleep early. Sad huh? And I still have to wake up early in the morning to go to work. So the other night when I couldnt sleep as it was still early, I was thinking about death. What will actually happen to us after we die? Will I just shut my eyes, brains and wont fell anything? Will I ever know whats going on after I die? Or will I just lie down there in the coffin and just that? Or like some people say, your soul/spirit/whatever you call it will come out of your body and you can see yourself lying down there and your soul will fly around, look after your loved ones? I dont know. That night when I think of that, it makes me scared to close my eyes and sleep. I'm afraid that once I close my eyes, I wont be able to open it back in the morning and I just die like that. Theres alot of stuffs I havent had the time and opportunity to do yet. I dont know if theres really a next life for me to continue to be a human being. If there is, how does it work? If there wont be any next life,if there is no hell or heaven, will we just die off like that and thats it? And thats the end of our life? I think I'll know it when its my time to die and I wont be able to tell anyone about it. Will death be painful? I hope mine is not.

xoxo,

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