Changed

She was once a smart, confident and ambitious girl. I was with her almost half of my entire life. We grew up together, though we dont see each other all the time as she went to other country to further her studies, to get to what she always wanted. She always knew what she wanted in her life, she always knew what she wanted to be and I watched her work extremely hard towards her goal and ambition. But after a few incidents, she is slowly changing into another character. I watched her being sad over her relatives who passes away one by one during the last few years, I watched he slowly collapsing as she cant take it anymore and now she is not the very ambitious girl from 6years back. She has changed her goal. She just want to be a simple and happy girl. Studies cant make her family stay with her forever, she said. A CEO of a company cant make her relatives alive again, she said. A world leader cant turn back time, she said. It was heartbreaking to see her give up all the goals she set 6years ago and all the hard work and efforts she put in. To have great ambition is easy, everybody wants to be CEO, executive, manager, director. To set them is easy, you just need to tell people that. But the journey towards that ambition is not easy at all. I saw a friend fall just like that. All the dream and ambition meant nothing anymore. Dream and reality is different and we're living in reality, so either you work hard towards your goal or you'll never get it at all. Afterall, how many CEO are there in the world? We cant all CEO! Anyway, as long as she is happy, I will support her like how I always used to.

xoxo,

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