Dearest Keima

Keima,
My godmother was with me even when I was in my mum's stomach. She witnesses my birth, watched me grow up from day one everyday as we live together until we move to separate house. But I would still go stayover at keima's house during Chinese New Year and she would bring me out during that time. I remember how I used to being very impatient of going there during Chinese New Year when we were at my aunty's house, I would ask mum when are we leaving? When are we going to keima's? I love keima a lot.
As I grew older, I dont stayover at keima's anymore. I'm sorry keima that I havent been able to spend more time with you. U left us too soon...
As I grew older, I became busy with work and studies, I spent less and less time with keima. I'm sorry keima. When I'm supposed to drive her around to see the world, I didnt.
Then, keima got her cancer back. I knew it was too late to spend quality and happy times with keima, there's nothing I can do anymore as I cant go back to the past, I can only regret that I didnt do more last time. All I can do is to spend more time with her, be with her when she needed me, love her more when all she needed was love during he final days.
As heartbreaking as it is watching keima suffers during her final days, I knew I had to be strong to face it and be with keima as much as possible. I'm glad that I'll be able to stand through that tough times and visit keima everyday in the nursing homes. Keima needed to know that we all love her very much, she deserves all the love in the world. I'm glad I was with her when she left this world, keima at least deserves that.
Now, keima is gone. I know keima is in a better place from now on. Thank you, keima. For all the love you gave me, for raising me to who I am today. I hope I didnt dissapoint you, I will try not to in the future. I will always love you for you are my one and only keima in this world.
Rest In Peace keima. I will take care of myself and keiyi, whom you love very much. Do not worry, you know you can trust me when it comes to this as this is how you and mum have raised me. There is nothing you need to worry about, let us take over from now on. Goodbye Keima. I Love You!

"In Loving Memory of Goh Suet Hooi (1955-2014), my dearest Keima."